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more more more [30 Aug 2002|04:48pm]
i just added some more of you to xtoxic_sparklex's friends list.

(for all of you who didnt see my last entry, that's my new journal.)

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NEW NEW NEW! [30 Aug 2002|12:29pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

hey there.

guess what? someone was nice enough to give me a code. you all know what that means...



i've already added some of you. mostly people who update often and actually talk to me. but for the most part i need to add a whole lot of people. so once you add me, i'll add you back. the journal isn't friends only (suprirse surprise), it's just easier for me to add people this way.

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another brush question [28 Aug 2002|02:43pm]
why is it that whenever i download a brush, i have to name it JascBrush (and then a number) in order for it to show up in my brush menu? if i leave it as the orignal file name, i cant use it.

what am i doing wrong?

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[28 Aug 2002|01:34pm]
jesus phucking christ.

it seems like when i didnt have psp 7 i found downloadable brushes sites all over the place. but now that i have it and im ready to use them, i cant find any. does anyone know any good sites where i can download psp brushes?

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??? [28 Aug 2002|11:47am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

does anyone know how to open up the brushes that you've downloaded in psp 7?

psst...today's my birthday.

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[26 Aug 2002|09:12am]
[ mood | happy ]

yay! i actually downloaded psp 7! woohoo! it worked!

::does a dance::

now i dont need to waste $100! i can buy more clothes now!

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i never hurt anyone, i never listen at all [25 Aug 2002|04:21pm]
[ mood | chipper ]


my mother and that asshole left. they went out for a while. she said they'll be back around 8 pm. good. i got the house to myself. im not staying up here though. im going back up to my grandmother's house to finish our monopoly game. i love playing monopoly with her.

this week is gonna be busy.

monday - getting my nails done
tuesday - orientation @ wash. irv.
wednesday - my birthday/session
thursday - school shopping
friday - nothing planned yet. maybe i'll go shopping w/ tracie or something.
saturday - school shopping

fun fun fun.

im gonna go back upstairs. i probably wont post again today.


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"dude put the cover back on it. it smells like b.o." [24 Aug 2002|01:52pm]
[ mood | tired/amused ]

psp is half way done. but im getting tired. so i might pause it or whatever and get back to it later.

i've been watching frat party @ the pancake festival all morning. i love this dvd. its bundles of laughs.

surprisingly i havent heard much from that block party thats going on down there. thats a good thing. cause usually we hear that shyt all day. i doubt if its gonna stay this quiet though.

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this time i won't look away [24 Aug 2002|11:11am]
[ mood | empty ]


im downloading psp 7 off of kazaa. i hope this work this time. im also downloading the new queens of the stone age song. im surprised i like them. they dont seem like my type of band.

i was gonna go get my nails done today. but this morning my mother informed me that today is my block's block party. i dread block parties. so i decided to not leave the house. and im gonna get my nails done on monday. im not gonna get anything major. the acrylic just needs to be taken off and then im gonna get a single color on them. i wasnt gonna get them done until school starts but they look horrible. so my mother said that i need to get them done.

speaking of school, i'm supposed to go school shopping all through next week. clothes. supples. my goddamn cell phone. i hope it all works out.

my birthday is wednesday. i probably wont do anything. ever since i went to coney island and got sick i've never gone/done anywhere/anything for my birthday. and yet i seem to still enjoy myself every year.

i want a freakin paid account. or a whole new journal. one of the two. im tired of this username. i want a new one.

that is all.

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[23 Aug 2002|06:29pm]
[ mood | cold ]

new icon.

thanks to her.

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[23 Aug 2002|11:29am]
[ mood | tired ]

im done. with the new layout. uploaded it and everything. go and see for yourself.

that is all.

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[22 Aug 2002|06:30pm]
i finished the new layout earlier today. it kinda matches my journal layout. im not gonna upload it yet b/c im not sure how much more time i have on the computer. so im just gonna wait until tomorrow morning.

as for now, you can look at the current layout. which i still have to make a screen shot for.


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weird... [22 Aug 2002|06:10pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

this is strange.

its 6:10 pm on a thursday and neither my mother nor her boyfriend are home.

lucky me.

i hope i didnt just jinx it...

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[22 Aug 2002|02:02pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

jesus christ.

my grandmother just bought me french fries and spare ribs.

i swear.

everyone is out to get me.

but i will not eat it.

i can do this.

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[22 Aug 2002|01:22pm]
[ mood | distressed ]


now i want pizza.

just fucking great.

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hey... [22 Aug 2002|12:22pm]
[ mood | curious ]

if you have a website, post a link to it in a comment. doesnt matter what host your using, whether it's your own domain or not, or whatever. i'm just curious to see what kind of sites you people have.

post them goddammit!

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wow [22 Aug 2002|11:58am]
[ mood | busy ]

im working on a new layout.

its funny. i've been trying to make a decent layout for about 2 weeks. and i either couldnt figure it out or i didnt like the way that it looked. but then i come up with one that's working perfectly in about 5 minutes.

my mind is amazing.

i have a craving for a ham sandwich. but i refuse to make one. im fasting today. and goddammit i will get through the day without food.

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once again... [21 Aug 2002|02:10pm]
[ mood | curious ]

i've done this before, and i think its time for me to do it again.

i wanna know what your opinion of me is. use comments that i've made, journal entries, and any other source to come to your final conclusion. use as many adjectives as possible. and be as detailed as possible. oh and another thing: BE HONEST. i can handle honesty (most of the time). thanks.

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one quick note... [21 Aug 2002|01:39pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

donut sticks are evil.

pure evil.

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[21 Aug 2002|01:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]

my computer is being so damn stupid. i downloaded winamp 3 and kazaa a few minutes ago. ever since that my comp has been freezing and shyt. its very annoying. i cant wait until my aunt buys my labtop.

i have to go to therapy today. i was supposed to have a session on monday but my therapist wasnt there. so now its today @ 5:00. i'll start getting ready @ 4:00.

i am still in need of an lj code. it seems that no one is willing to give me a one. oh poor me.

im gonna go see how this kazaa thing works.


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[20 Aug 2002|02:35pm]
[ mood | blah ]

changed my journal layout.

black and white.

inspired by P5HNG ME A*WY.


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8 days... [20 Aug 2002|12:02pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

i keep forgetting that my birthday is this month.

i think im the only dumbass that forgets about their own birthday.

its not like i ever do anything on my birthday.

last year all i did was sit on my ass all day. which is what i do every day.

maybe this year will be different.

i doubt it though.

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[20 Aug 2002|10:27am]
i have a new AIM screen name.


add me.

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now my fucking head hurts... [19 Aug 2002|03:00pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]


second timer. seems as though the second time was easier than the first.

people told me not to do it, but i cant help myself. i need to. thats what happens when you have no self control. you do things that are bad for you.

but i guess that's what got me here in the first place. doing things that are bad for me. so i guess it's just a cycle. a cycle that i'll probably never break.

you have no idea what i'm talking about.


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yawn [17 Aug 2002|09:34am]
[ mood | hot ]


im still @ diana's house. i've been up since about 7:00 am. but for some reason im a little sleepy. but whatever.

i bought clothes yesterday and the day before. i got the light blue duster that i wanted. and a bunch of shirts. all of which are light blue. except for the dkny one. that one is black with pink writing. yes, pink.

today we're supposed to be going to chinatown. diana wants to get some slipper/sandal things. some shyt like that. and i need lip gloss. my goal is to get vanilla flavored/scented lip gloss before school starts. and hopefully i'll be able to find it today.

that is all for now. i might update later.

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